4 years has past and we sit and listen to what happened to you and we didn't get the out come we wanted I still ask was it him how taken you wish I under stand why that's all I want to know I kills me nowing he out there I can't cope no more I try and get my self well and do you prod but I can't get them horrible thoughts out of my head you got me though some hard things that happened to me I miss you so mush I do eny think to be with you now the only thing you are safe were you are now how can eny one get away with murder don't under stand